This is what I need. I have my first, and only, IB Senior English, section 3 exam coming up in a few hours. I'm hoping that before I get to the point that I'm going to puke, that I'll be able to defeat the test with flying colors. So says the optimist in me.

Part of me feels like the world is trying to go against me right now, because I've got the show coming up next week, which I've had to take off from work, I still have to fix my beloved laptop (I'm writing this on my boyfriend's lump of metal), and I need to find a way to earn enough money to replace my now trashed Wacom tablet. I figured that, by now, I should be done with some of the stuff I've been working on... a few requests by people, drawings for characters, concept art for my project, "Caspien", and beginning my college sketch book.

All 388 pages of my old sketch book are almost filled, but not full enough. It has four years of my work in it... the progression of my style and how I've finally begun to get an idea on what I'm going to do when I turn pro. Should I ever. Now, I'm just hoping that by the end of today I will be in one piece and be able to finish one of three last drawings I have left on my list. Then I can start putting the right cover on my old book and start looking for that perfect replacement. Here's to luck.. oh, and 19 days left of my senior year. Holy shit.